I am really praying that I finish this school year strong. I am very nervous especially now because I typically start messing up around this time. I already have. Progress report cards already came out and I am pretty okay with my grades. But, I just took a Spanish test last week and I did so bad on it that my grade is now a C+. I am freaking out because my GPA is now a 3.44. In order for me to keep my scholarship here, I need to maintain a 3.5. I am praying that my grade goes up and I can keep my scholarship. I am especially scared for next school year. Everyone keeps saying that Junior year is the hardest year which just stress me out even more. I'm trying to keep my mind off of it but the things I normally do to keep my mind off of things aren't working. One of those things is softball. Softball has been stressing me out so much lately and I really just want to be over the season already. I've had conversations with my parents about playing next season and I'm not too sure if I do. At the moment, I don't think I do. I think it's just the atmosphere with Varsity and some other things as well. I feel that right now I need to focus on finishing the season, finishing the school year strong, and VOLLEYBALL. I'm so excited for volleyball and I feel that that can be my outlet from all the drama and stress going on in my life at them moment.