"How are you doing today?", you ask. Well im not really doing so well. Yesterday so much happened. It was bad. To give a glimpse of yesterday well lets just say i was crying all day. My chest hurts so much and theres just so many things that destroy it. Im trying to be happy...trust me. Im normally the "crazy, funny, talkative" friend but thats just all a show. In reality im just destroyed. Im exhausted and drained. I just want to dissapear sometimes because i feel like that everyone would be better if i did. I feel like i bring too much to this sad world. I cry and cry. Im hard to love. Im just so negative it hurts me. Im bringing so much negativity to myself that im loosing myself once again. I can go a day without eating and say, "oh yeah i ate today!". Yeah thats just a lie. I have not eaten and if i did the most i would eat would probably eat a peice of candy.  Last night i cried my heart out because of how i was feeling. Im Just drained and i dont know what to do. I have too much stress and thoughts in my head. overthinking.