"looks dont matter" they say. Who am i kidding...no one ever says that nowadays. I have to wake up at 4:30 or 3:30 for how long it takes for me to get ready. Or at least to feel like i look good or complete before i leave the house. Some girls get their eyebrows waxed, hair done and other things. Of course, we dont have to do these things but if we dont we wont look presentable or "pretty". Even when we show up to places unpresentables girls have a thought wonderering if people are staring or thinking about them. Looks matter now. If your not pretty you're ugly. If you're hair is messed up its a bad day. When straighten my hair everyday because of how i used to get bullied for my natural hair. It was curly but not it doesnt even curl right its just wavy. After my hair, then I start my makeup routine.  Even if it doesn’t look like I have a lot of makeup on, it still takes about twenty minutes to do it. Constnatly fixing my eyeliner making sure it looks perfect then the next couple of minutes i fix my bangs. Again. And again If we don’t do it we will still get hate on because we didn’t try at all.  Sometimes I do like getting my hair done and getting ready for school, but not because I have to, but because I want to. But because i want to look presentable for others.  If I absolutely have to get ready for something that I usually don’t have to, I will be in a mood.  Yet it’s a different story when I want to get ready because I do it for my enjoyment.  There’s times at home where I’m not doing anything so I’ll start to do my hair and experiment with my makeup. When i take the time doing it for fun and not myself It can make me feel confident, happy, and will keep me busy from being bored all day in my room.  Even if beauty is pain, I love doing it.