Im tired. Im tired of waking up barley being being able to get out my bed. Sometimes i even fall and i just sit there getting lost in my thoughts. I hate having to go through days where it feels like years. I just want to go to sleep. Sleeping is almost like dying but with the commitment. But like i also hate sleeping. It makes everything go by so fast and when im not tired anymore I have to deal with things all over again. If you couldn't tell...my life isn't the best at the moment.