Dear God, 

I don't know if I'm doing the right thing in my life. Sometimes I feel like I'm not doing enough to make my mom and dad proud. Well more for my dad. I would see him how proud and happy is with my older sister. She did many things I wish I could've done a long time ago. Something is missing. I'm so lost. Everyday I think about what I want to be happy. I need great things to come my way to find my happiness. Can I ever be happy to be the luckiest girl alive.