So softball! I have been playing this sport since I was 5 years old and that seems like a long time and it is. I'm 15 years old. So for all those math people out there I have been playing for 10 years with no breaks except for during Covid. I've been nonstop and thats how I like it, it keeps me busy and I just love this sport. I feel in love with it and I wanna play for college. It doesn't have to be a D1 college I just wanna play and go to school out of state. So i'm on a travel team right now called Firecracker Medina/Chavez. I really like the coaches and girl I feel more at home then when I did on my other team. Ok so thats travel time for High School ball. last year for freshmen year it was so good. I love the girls and the team but I miss the ones that graduated lat year. I've meet some of the new girls for this year but they and they nice but not the old team. I know I'll still play and be one of the people they might look up to i don't know. All I do know is that I'm nervous and not ready at all for this softball season I have my reasons why but one reason is my friend and I we'll just be stuck together because we are in a tough place right now so it's weird. She keeps ditching us too, to hang out with someone else and they all close now. She even had the audacity to be in my fathers office. Like girl that's our thing and I guess you can say i'm jelouse i'm not to sure but all i know is that I miss her more then I have for anyone else and it hurts she kicked me to the side. Like didn't anything we've been through last year mean anything to her. I act like I don't care but i do a lot. I have no idea how to feel right now and spending a whole practice with them will be so much fun. I don't know what to do at this point.