So yesterday the freshman where gone right. they where away for a trip. Yes it seemed nicer and quieter and I did get something out of it. I for a moment got my best friend back. Since her freshman friends where not there she spent most of the day with me. Like before. But once we got to the softball game that day and her new best friend was there guess what happened again. I was dumped. But it's ok!! I'm use to it and I shouldn't care anymore. Oh well right. This is my life and I have to deal with it.

Friendships are hard and suck some times but if you really care about them you'll stay no matter how hard it gets. Maybe you're holding on to much but you can't help it. And that's what really hurts.