Today I am feeling nervous or anxious because I don't know how to feel, for context today is the first official game for Sacred and yes I am use to the feelings before first games but I don't know why today I feel kind of calmer than I usually do. Today I might be nervous because I am playing on Varsity and I might not be starting but we all get the pressure of perfection not only in our shots but we are also expected to have good grades and play our best game every game and we are also expected to be on top of our classes.