Everyday I'm always asking myself if it's worth the wait making change. If that change is really gonna happen. I want to make my mom and dad happy. I want to make my sister happy. I want them to be proud of me. I'm sorry for not being the best I tried to be. I tried to hold it in but I couldn't be strong to hold it on to my chest. I want to go back and fix my mistakes. I could’ve done better to be a better daughter and sister. I love my family. I’m gonna do whatever it takes to make show me appreciation this time.