So basically ive understood that i was not meant for relationships. I had my first relationship last year in 8th grade with someone that went against all my standards. He was younger, not my racial type, and not how I imagined my first relationship to be. Anywaysssss, the relationship was going good for like a week until i just got bored. I would just get the ick with him and noticed that i never reallly liked him like that. I felt bad but i just did what i had to do. i broke up with him. we lasted a month but i broke up with him two days before his birthday. we obviously dont talk like we used to but were still friends. i wrote him a whole big paragraph on why i wanted to end it. he accepted and respected my decision but yeah till this day its stil awkward. lowks think he still likes me tbh