i am happy to see a beautiful day. I am happy to hear the dogs barking. I am happy to hear people laugh and scream joy. Everyday is a happy day. I wonder if everyday is going to be a happy day though. Its so nice seeing green trees turn into brown. One day it gets sad. One day it gets darker. Is happiness worth the wait. or was it all an illusion. After, everything you feel like your just tired of it. Tired of trying. At this point you couldn't focus.