Nothing feels right. Its been 2 straight weeks of thinking and feeling like crap. Suprisingly, I haven't done anything stupid. Lots of panic attacks though. Im just not right at the moment. My heady chest, my body Is just tired. Sometimes I want to just give up and sometimes I just suck it up and push through it but it doesn't come easy. I've been worrying about others and other things more than I worry about myself and to me, that is becoming such a huge problem. My mom takes my phone away and cuts down the time because she thinks it makes everything worse but that's not true. In my opinion I think my phone is a distraction but a good distraction. It gets my mind away from things. Especially when I listen to music. Listening to music keeps me calm no matter what mood I'm in. And once I have the time alone I just let out my emotions whether Im sad or angry. I find ways to cope with my emotions and I never take it out on others. But sometimes it just sucks because I'm always the one who people take their anger out on when I know I'd never/don't do that.