Maybe I’m just worried. Im loosing track of focusing more on myself. I’m worried about loosing what I’m capable of doing. Like staying organized, stay focused, being more active in school, not worry about someone I should focus on. I’m thinking about trying to do more things that will go above my sisters level where she’s at. Now I realized what I’m loosing. Realizing I was doing good being less addicted to the phone. I’m overthinking if I should just be straight up to my parents but it would get worse. Which I shouldn’t be doing because it will get worse. So without making any mistakes or over bridges I’m gonna be able to handle it fixing things on my own.