I want to be able to do better. I need to find the right path to get back in track to do better. I’m this close to losing it but I’m not gonna let it happen. I need to just avoid it. To avoid it, I’m gonna focus more on school. I need start getting in the game by being organized. waking up early, go to the gym, eat breakfast, and school. Becoming that girl is a big goal I ever wish for and it’s all I want. Nothing else. All I want to show is my parents to see how much of a big change I can make. How successful I can be.