Today is my birthday, December 12th, 2008.  I turned fifteen and I actually feel old.  I know 15 is still a very young age but it's different from the other two teenage years I've experienced.  It's really hard for me to explain but the best way to say it is it's like I finally realized I'm not a little kid anymore.  It hit me that I am really growing up and one day soon I'm going to be an adult with a job and bills to pay for.  I'm not as worried about it as I thought I would be but for right now, I am going to live in the moment.