WHY I SHOULD QUIT SOFTBALL

so lately i’ve been wanting to quit softball because of tired of it dr.Last saturday i got in the face and i was catching and a piece of dirt went in my eye and i litterly wanted to cry but i needed to act tuff doctor.also i’ve been like drained and i can’t quit cause my dad will beat me up and be disappointed in me.Like last time i tried to quit and my dad didint talk to me like in a week .But he dosent understand that i want to have big long nails but i can’t have them on cause how am i supposed to pout my hand in the glove with those long nails.so i just want to quit doctor.