i have no words to say rightnow. this week has been very sad and lonely. I have no motiavtion into doing things anymote, things in life change which i can say are good and bad. i recently broke up w my 1 year and 6 month relationship. I regret all the bad things i've done and cause him. With little agurment we had i'll go and cheat. I would text one of the guys he doesnt like. Now looking back i feel bad. He didnt deserve to be treated this way. We both talked it out and we both agreed maybe we can get bac togther. as if right now we are sticking to being friends, but of course ima move on and maybe find someone new. He was js a sweetboy.