As i was saying, it gets a lot harder to do things for yourself. Getting ready gets hard, at some point even showering, brushing your teeth, even brushing your hair or getting out of bed gets hard. Multiple little things that just seem so easy for you or any other person who doesn't have depression. It's not just a feeling you can hop out from or forget about or push to the back of your head, it's something that is constantly going through your head and half the time it causes death all because people give up from trying and get tired of it. Its not that easy to get out of but some people do end up making it out of that and dont have those thoughts anymore.