During my Spring Break it was mostly a relaxing one. Every night I basically went to bed between 1-2 and woke up between 10-12. That wasn't exactly a good thing for my sleep schedule but it felt really good and it was exactly what I needed. The whole break is exactly what I needed but I need another week to get over my week. I'm still trying to adjust being back but it's not easy. We have 2 more months back at school then it's summer, and we have no more breaks just a few 3 day weekends. I need like another week because I can't make it 2 more months, especially with the AP exam coming up. I know this is the time where I need to lock in and get to work but I can't lock in, I'm not properly motivated but who ever is with school. Also coming back I came back to more drama which I thought was done but apparently not. Which is insane and the whole entire thing sounds crazy but I can't help it if she want's to send her feelings that make her insecure I'm not gonna stop her but I can't care all too much either. I just wanna keep my head in my book and do my own thing right now but I don't know what to do. EHHHH I guess I'll figure it all out as I go, we'll see what happens. Lastly, No one knows what's going on with my family and I don't wanna tell everyone or the few that I trust but I don't know with that as well. Just going along with the ride at this point.