why do we have a cheap piching machine....

dr i have to wake up at 4 to go to my udmb little practice like why am i practicing  with them.They suck so bad doctor and am taking time out if my day.and we have supppsed pitching machine and its so bad it always messes up my gearup and stuff the balls are wieght balls and yesterday he like told me i should expect you to be hitting 60 and from the distancce where we are it 80 miles per hour and i cant even see the ball because the cheap net is always in the way.Also sum girl on the jv team got moved up to varsity and i dont know how but i know she defently begged .and the crazy part dr is that shes benched.But the most thing that makes me mad is that she has a jersey with her name on it like how did to coach have time to do that.