i dont know what ill do over the weekend. I really just wanna rest and sleep. to be honest i just want it to be a chill calm. i wish i could plan to have a backyard movie night with some friends. we'd choose a movie. id set up blankets and lawn chairs in the backyard and hang some lights for ambiance. We'll have snacks like popcorn and candy. Id invite my friends over and we'll watch the movie as the sun sets. we might hang out for a bit longer. It should be fun. I want it to be like a white girl type stuff. White girls are so lucky to have a backyard in their house and their own rooms. they're literally free and can invite their friends to their big house and not have to worry about anything. i sometimes wished i was white, but then i would be unseasoned.